Worried.

Home, there's a place called home.
Where is it? If it does exist, then it's in our heart.

This 4th semester of mine in Inti is passing so fast.
It's October already.
For this semester, I go home quite frequently, like EVERY WEEK.

I am leaving soon, I want to go home more frequently.
To catch up with my family and friends.
To be precise, to spend more time with mom and dad.
Both of them are sick, and I don't know what can I do to make them feel better.
You will probably be shocked if you were to see their medicine box.

Dad has to eat different pills per day; morning-pill A&B, afternoon-pill C&D, night-pill E.
Mom has lost her appetite, everything is tasteless for her.
Everytime I go back, Mom will complain about her backache.
Dad seldom talk about his illness, but you can tell from his face.


They taught me not to give up, so I shouldn't.
Keep moving, don't stop.

I was hoping for something.

Hoping that you would take the chance.

Everything is too late now, isn't it?

Good memories will remain, the rotten parts will stay too.

Life is not a bed of roses, we have to taste the bitter with the sweet.

Here, without you.

Brain vs Heart

Brain?

Or heart?

Been battling with all the thoughts recently.

There's not a single second that I am not worrying about something.

Too stress? I guess so.

You know what?

Brain wins.

Path

Left or right?
Up or down?

Life is about making choices.
Perhaps, making a choice that wouldn't make you regret in the future.
And then, the opportunity cost of giving up another option.

University at Buffalo or University of Minnesota?
In term of ranking, there's no doubt that University of Minnesota holds a higher ranking than UMN.
HIGHER means one is #46 and another is #164.
Such a huge different right?

Maybe it's time to decide.
The path.

Just got back my result for csc's test 1, I did badly thou.

Gonna work harder for the assignments, tutorials and another test.

I will not entertain those negative thoughts, I will keep fighting!

Damn nervous cause I haven't got back my result for eco's mid-term.

That paper was tough.

I did study a lot for that, but still ended up screwing that mid-term.

Counting down xx

Ola!

Currently working on assignment.
It was assigned by the lecturer three weeks ago.
Being a queen of procrastination and a lazy student, I've just decided to start working on it.
Nah, it's gonna take sometime to finish the whole website thingy.

Some problems are bugging me right now and I don't know who should I talk to.
Oh well, I should skip the ranting part and continue doing my assignment now.


Let's all pray for a better tomorrow! :)